A girl in my school and I started a work experience last Monday in the same place and I am such a failure. Everyone prefers her and treats me like I am stupid just because I made a mistake yesterday, and I wonder how many of them are perfect and make everything perfectly and say everything perfectly, because it isn’t fair to be treated this way for a mistake that wasn’t a real one. I hate this place and I hate myself because I can’t do anything right. I’m good just at gaining weight, getting fat, crying and acting stupid. why don’t I do anything good? It’s terrible to be me. Terrible. Awful. Disgusting.